Cyclosporine (immune suppressant) may have ruined my kidneys

I’m freaking out and very down right now and need support, so long story short, I have chronic urticaria (a bad case of it) the safe meds stoped working for me and the only other options are immunosuppressants, I’ve been on cyclosporine for like 3-4 months now and it can cause kidney issues, well I’m just not seeing some labs from back in October 2024 that my urine land wars very elevated. The immunologist that prescribed the cyclo hasn’t even been drawing labs like he’s supposed to and I’m so scared because of that my kidneys are damaged. I have a follow up appointment with my PCP tomorrow but I’m freaking out. The one medication that’s works, I can’t take anymore and back to prednisone which is also bad cus I’m also diabetic. I can never win. I’m made af at the doctor and I swear if my kidneys are damage imma sue.