21 I guess

I'm 20 my 21st birthday is in less than 2 months and I always thought it'd be a special day. That maybe by the time I'm 21 I'll have friends or just a bunch of people I could talk to and hang out with but sadly not. I was video chatting with my grandmother and her sisters on the phone and they asked me who I'd invite to my party. I named my grandmother and her 2 sisters explaining to them that I don't have any friends to invite. First time in a long time it really made me sit back and think. I really have no one. Anyways laugh it off I guess...