I'm sorry for wasting your time

I'm so desperate for attention that I'm posting here twice. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

I wish I was pretty. I wish I was not who I am. I wish I wasn't ugly.

I wish I didn't feel so empty. I wish I could sing worth shit. I wish I was cute. I hate how ugly I am.

I cut my hair and I feel awful because I don't look like a girl anymore. I wish I could quit being gender fluid.