I accepted that I’m unattractive

I am 25F, with an average face and build and below average height. I’m what people would call “mid”. At home, I am the shortest, ugliest and chubbiest. But all these don’t bother me no more. I accepted that I’ll never be beautiful and I enjoy watching runway modelling and pageant contests without degrading myself for not fitting into the beauty mould. My current direction is just to study hard, graduate, help people (as I’m studying to be a nurse), get myself an apartment and care for my pet cat.

EDIT: Thank you for the love and support from everyone in the comments section. I wasn’t expecting it but I appreciate it.