Emptiness

i see girls being adored all the time and i feel like theres something wrong with me, or that im geniuenly unlovable. im interested in a guy and he showed a lot of interest treated me like his girlfriend for like 2 weeks but then later went away back home and now is honestly soft ghosting me. he was the first one to initate the first hug, first kiss, he even badly wanted to meet my family which was really like woah to me because usually you do that further down the line.

After all this, after me falling in love with him he tells me he doesnt want anything serious and that just broke me. why would he do all of the things he did if he didnt see it going anywhere? why do guys do this so often? im not the only one who has been through this, ive heard of many girls experiencing the same thing. im just so sad, i like him so much and i feel like he doesnt care. am i really destined to be alone?

i started to therapy this year and i got back hope for life, and there are days where i wish id never have gone and i should have stayed sad and depressed because now when something bad happens it hurts twice as bad. its sad because he gave me some hope too, i thought he was different.

and i know not all guys are like this but im upset thats why im generalising in this post, so apologies for that if it offends anyone.