I feel like I wasted my time

EDIT: I thought mods would take this down after I get clowned on but instead everyone is all supportive and shi, now I am blushing

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I was laughing alongside y'all making fun of Dave Blunts but now I gotta start wondering where my shit heading as well. I am 18 and never been under 100 kg since 15, currently around 120 kg. Before that I always thought I'd be partying all day and bagging baddies. Pandemic really fucked me up, I can't run a light jog and I lost like 3 inches. Yeah put down the fork and all that, but I got a ridiculous amount of stretchmarks, just an obscene amount that covers most of my body n make me feel like a corpse. If I lost it all my skin would be sagging as well, most likely.

Just opening up to y'all if you had any similar experiences since this mf ain't dropping music.