Cold feet to sign my offer

I (28F) have until this week to sign my offer in Dublin pero hanggang ngayon im still having doubts if I should take the risk. In a long term relationship with my partner but he cant join me kasi he’s a doctor. Initially planning to stay for 2 years (may bond), or if i like it, 5 years for the citizenship. Then uwi pinas 2x a year and he’ll also visit me if money allows.

I’m afraid I will get homesick, not have friends/clique, and not like the gloomy weather (also if kaya ko ba magsave). Heck, I can’t even find a house share na within my budget that’s near the train line huhuh ang hirap. However, I know malaking effect to sa career ko and also sa ipon.

Kayo ba, especially those in Dublin, what made you migrate and stay even if you have loved ones sa pinas?

PS: I’m willing to house share if anyone has a spare room :( preferably along green line! Thank you so so much!!

UPDATE Jan 22: thank you so so much sa lahat ng insights thru comments and chats. Nabasa ko lahat ng to :) my partner and I had a heart to heart talk. Long term I still want to settle where he is (most probably PH), but I’ll get this opportunity as a jumpstart to a better career. I also signed my contract with him beside me 💗 babalikan ko tong post na to after a few months and let you know how it goes!!