Anyone else struggling with family planning through all this?

My fiancé and I got engaged last year and had decided that this year would be the year that we start our family. However, with everything happening it is obviously not a great time to bring a whole other person into it. This has been devastating to us as our window is closing.

For additional context, my fiancé is concerned about his age as he’s a bit older than me, whereas I have a family history of reproductive health issues that historically result in a hysterectomy by 35. We really want kids and we really want to raise functional human beings that will continue the fight against fascism, but I’m wracked with guilt and anxiety. What if this is our last chance?? I’m already terrified that I’ll have a complication, and living in Missouri they could very well let me die.

They’ve taken so much away from us, and thenVance has the absolute nerve to say he wants us to have babies after his party made it impossible for us.