My father won’t wish me on my birthday tonight

It’s almost my birthday (I’m 21F) in an hour, and I know my father won’t wish me. He never talks to me and I always hoped he would at least remember my birthday. Every year, I wait for him to say something, but he never does.

I don’t have close friends to celebrate with either. The only person who really cares is my mum, but she lives far away. The person I loved left me and told me he hates me, saying I’m a curse in his life, even after I forgave him for cheating.

I’ve always felt deprived of love. My father never showed me any, and my mother is the only one who loves me. I just hope our generation doesn’t have to deal with parents who make their kids feel so worthless.

Edit - thank you so much for each and everyone who wished me! I was overwhelmed by all the love. Sending you love and blessings <3 :)