Absolutely losing my mind, I can’t play guitar. Can you help?

Hello all, hope this is okay to post. I got my first ever guitar around January and I’m struggling immensely to teach myself to play. I don’t know where to start, there’s too many YouTube videos, I can’t put my fingers on the fret board correctly and frankly, I’m overwhelmed. I wish I just magically could pick up the guitar and know what to do. How did you all learn, I know this will be a long and gruelling process but I’m literally lost…I try to spend 10 mins a day just strumming or learning something but I give up extremely quickly due to the frustration. Lessons are too expensive for me for now. Any help I could get, I appreciate. Attached pic of my silly little cheap electric guitar that I absolutely love

Hello all, hope this is okay to post. I got my first ever guitar around January and I’m struggling immensely to teach myself to play. I don’t know where to start, there’s too many YouTube videos, I can’t put my fingers on the fret board correctly and frankly, I’m overwhelmed. I wish I just magically could pick up the guitar and know what to do. How did you all learn, I know this will be a long and gruelling process but I’m literally lost…I try to spend 10 mins a day just strumming or learning something but I give up extremely quickly due to the frustration. Lessons are too expensive for me for now. Any help I could get, I appreciate. Attached pic of my silly little cheap electric guitar that I absolutely love