whats the scariest part for you?

ADDED. ty guys for responding. i loves a glimpse into everyone’s mindset. We are all strong in one way or another. I admire the people who can handle the nausea and build up but the act is the worst part for them. It all comes down to lack of control for me personally. Thank u guys again!

TW For me personally its the gagging beforehand ead and the cold uneasy panic feeling. the action of throwing up itself i never panic too much on. but the build up. gagging. the feeling and panic BIG ASS FUCK NO. how about u guys?