Trip report on 210mg freebase

Took two separate doses of 10mg diazepam earlier in the day if relevant. 5 pills of 30mg freebase DXM about 2 and a bit hours after a small meal around 7pm. Dosed at 9.20pm. Small ginger boiled sweet just after. Small snack of a fudge bar a bit later. Didn't kick in so I took two more at 10.30pm. Total dose 210 with 150mg taken first with 50mg nytol for antihistamine and nausea tablet and 5mg diazepam to stop nausea and histamine response. then another 60mg.

Starting to feel the effects lightly at 10.41pm. Felt a little dizzy and dissociated walking to the bathroom. Comfortable listening to music waiting to come up fully. Feel slightly high but not really high yet. Only had a tiny bit of nausea earlier that was barely noticeable and a tiny bit now at

10.44 after redosing. Time is a little slower. Prepared in case of the throwing up this time by putting a bin beside my bed and trying a new eating technique (not fasting fully but not eating just before or after). I feel warmer which may be a sign I'm coming up. Taken my socks off and no longer shivering with a blanket wrapped around me. Want less clothes on so removing non binder chest top. Would like to be naked if I was in my own house or at least naked with a flat chest or tape. Enjoying music.

22.53: at little bit of nausea. Having another ginger sweet. The Line is playing and it sounds good.

23.11 numb lips, definitely coming up

23:20 I'm definitely high. Rambling in these notes here. It's fun actually. My vision is lagging. The comeup is slow though, I've not peaked yet I don't think. Night be a long and slow one tonight.

23.35pm considering taking more. Will wait until near 12am and see how I feel. The diazepam may have dulled the high or I'm buying up a tolerance. I feel nice, mellow, but I want to be high.

23.35pm music is really nice and relaxing. I feel very relaxed this time around. Not completely dissociated, I'm thinking a lot and feeling but not in a bad way. I'm high but I'm not crazy high. I'm at a decent level here. I wouldn't mind higher but I also don't mind this. Let's see where this takes us. Wait how has it been less than one minute since my last note???? Okay I'm high. Or I typed wrong. Last entry may have been 23.25pm.

23.49pm I won't take more yet, I'm at a nice high. I think I could go higher and I want to but I also don't want to overshoot if it's hitting slow. Rationally speaking if I take more now it might all hit too hard and make me feel shit. If I feel higher than now at

12am or the same, I won't take more. Currently I have numb tingly lips, typing is hard, laggy vision, music sounds really nice and I am comfortable in bed. I'm at a nice comfortable writing ramble level. Time is going slow.

23.52: light visuals. Saw a silhouette of a man in my phone keyboard.

00.15: Nope, I'm higher than I was before. I will enjoy this. I'll top up later but for now I'll enjoy this. This is nice.

00.23: I am enjoying this. Mellow, calm, comfortable, dissociated. I would like to stay at this level for a while. When I start feeling it go down I might top up with another two pills. Still got music on and it's lovely. I'm just writing. I'm really enjoying writing this time so I'll keep updating this here and in my notes app.

00:34: Yep, this is a great level. I'm high, music is great, my lips are numb and tingly and so are my legs. I feel good, I feel okay and I made it to the bathroom to piss without my family confronting me high. Mild anxieties on the back of my mind but I'm not letting them worry me. Probably because the diazepam wore off by now but I don't want more in case it kills the trip. Can I maintain this level of high by topping up with another tab when I feel it starting to come down a little? I want to stay like this for a while.

00:49: Took another 30mg pill. This is gooooood.

00:56: I don't normally dance because I have bad rhythm but damn this song ogof it got me dancing sat down

00:58: I wish this could last forever

01:00: no more now. Let's enjoy the peak fading out slowly with sone good music . No more drugs, enjoy the fade out, don't risk psychosis for fun. This has been a good trip.

01.07: think I'm starting to reach the end of the peak. Might be about to come down.

01:16: the arcane season 2 soundtrack is incredible

01.32: ok I'm still very high I just had a huge realisation about language but my post didn't get approved sadly but music is still good I'm listening to the arcane soundtrack still I'm on rebel heart

01:43: THE FRENCH SONG IS SO BEAUTIFULLLLLLLLLLL

01:49: Coming down slowly, still nice I'll miss the peak though this was my best trip for sure. Do I say that ever time? Probably. But this was incredible.

02:06: ran out of arcane music as I started coming down, on my normal playlist now. It's nice. Slowly fading. Still high but a slow fade. Gentle. I like it. Took my night meds so hopefully I'll sleep. Didn't take the sleeping pills though because of safety (drug interactions) so maybe not.

02.19: I know I'm definitely coming down because I'm skipping songs on my playlist now. Still high but less because I am thinking nah to certain songs

02.53: nevermind I tried taking 0.5mg alprazolam as a trip killer and I'm high as fuckkkkk I can't even see right typing it's rainbow TV statick

10.51am: laid down and chilled not long after my last update and eventually fell asleep. Woke up a bit groggy and now I'm enjoying the afterglow from the comfort of my bed. So there's the final update!

Total dose ended up being 240mg with 10mg diazepam (accidentally took both halves initially without realising instead of just the one half) and 0.5mg Xanax at the end and it was a great time really. My favourite trip so far with some really great effects and pretty much none of the bad ones. Seems the low dose of benzos helped remove some of the negativity of the comeup and that with the nytol, small meal 2+ hours before and ginger sweets meant nausea was basically non existent. I'll be using this trip log as advice for myself for future DXM adventures for sure. And another plus? The afterglow has left me feeling kinda productive and in a decent mood. Got some housework done and sorted out a task I've needed to get on for a while now. But yeah, trip ramble over.