nearly ruined my life [ama]

my friends and I always joke about people dying when we are fucked up like the swagger souls BS on YT new years 2021 I came out of the bathroom stoned out of my" mind betty white is dead" all my mates freak out like "omg now way" then I was like bang I'm fucking with u it was hilarious next day she was acctually dead.

I had predicted another death a few months later. I was telling my mum about how fucked up my betty white story was and she said "what about liz" (the queen) "tomorrow" I said next day she was fully fucken dead and my mum came into my room yelling "wtf have you done u killed the queen" I predicted the death of 2 insanely famous people (gaaaaap/long space)) wait that's acctually crackup I'm gonna do a different tl;dr because I ended up rambaling off high as balls lol everythingthg was decently structurednow I look minced as.

TL;DR I a 79kg male took 50 robotabs in 2 days then hallucinated an elaborate plot of my murder (completely different from the first part of post) ( genuinely think I'm going insane or skitzo pernicious idk how t9 spell it rn I'm really fucked) I'm just righting found everythi g u hear rn and there seems to be so many different motives all moving in different directions( omg I rambled agian) sorry over and out ( overand out doent acctually mean anything BTW it makes no sense