Trying to find motivation to save for a dollfie snow miku after uhhh the fake one appeared. READ THE BODY OF TEXT 🗣️

for those who have a snow miku dollfie how does one care for them, and is it advisable to be in the hands of a highschooler (I am that highschooler) My budget is pretty shitty right now but I'm trying to gain the balls to save for one because I've wanted one since I was ⁷ and uhm I js wanted a friend to sit next to me that's all, where can I buy one that won't decide to execute me on the spot, I know DOORZO but I checked on eBay and what the fuck why do they sell for 1k usd IM A BROKE FILIPINO HIGHSCHOOLER HOW AM I GONNA AFFORD THAT AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO ORDER FROM THE VOLKS STORE WITHOUT FEELING GUILTY, and I sure as hell can't ask my parents or my grandparents in the us to buy me it because it's too expensive, if any of you can help me find a dollfie that won't kill me that would help me so much 😭😭😭😭😭😭, I think I can save up for one that costs like 30-50k php- (Philippine peso) idk I might be dying and not eating lunch or recess js for a doll💔 Pls send me stuff links in the comments or like personal message me on Reddit, thankyou in advanced 💔💔💔💔😭