This disease is disgusting

Diagnosed with type 2 a week ago, 22 years old, and an A1c of 11.5%. I spent days emotionally shaken and anxious, thinking that in the future I might go blind or lose a leg. I fought hard to overcome this and convinced myself that there’s treatment for both, so I shouldn’t worry. But I just read a little more about my disease and realized that THIS PIECE OF SH*T DISEASE CAUSES ERECTILE DYSFUNCTION, and it's destroying me. I’m a young guy with an uncontrolled A1c, and this feels like a sentence. I’m absolutely devastated. My dream is to start a family, but this literally knocked me down. I thought I was invincible, that nothing could touch me, and now I just got hit with a bazooka straight to my face. That said, what a miserable disease.