Are there any good books on making me a better communicator/observer (making connections with/influencing people) or a romantic?

Hi, I know there is plenty of self-help books on this but I’m not looking for that, I want to read something that would initiate introspection and give me some perspective and depth. My problem is that I find most books boring and I’m very particular. I hate old English so I don’t like reading old stuff. I really enjoyed American Psycho (not that it relates to this) and I like more contemporary books. My favorite books are those reminiscent of the “indie sleaze” aesthetic with gritty, edgy, and urban vibes, similar to the feel of indie films or music. Any recommendations for books that embody this raw, underground aesthetic would be greatly appreciated. I also like weirder things too like the Diary of an Oxygen Thief. I know I just listed many categories and types of books but I’m not a reader at all whatsoever and I just feel like I’m missing out.