How were YOU 4 weeks PP?

Were you emotional 4 weeks postpartum? I find myself really missing my old autonomy and life (I get weepy about it daily), yet I wouldn’t trade this for anything aka, I have absolutely no FOMO for anything else (typically a big FOMO person due to good ‘ol social media).

The newborn phase is hard and I know it gets better, but I’m having a hard time remaining positive about when. I need to go out with him more, but I’m so nervous about his crying in public (I know I shouldn’t care). We do lots of walks! Anyway, as you can tell, I’m feeling lots of things.

Just curious if others felt this way. I don’t think it’s PPD, but I don’t know much as a FTM 🤷‍♀️