Took 5mg Midazolam (Nayzilam Nasal Spray) about 20 minutes ago. Feel/ Felt Nothing.

Not a thing. Not even false sobriety. I’ve never used the nasal spray until now, I’m only 100lbs. Fuck my tolerance. Took 5mg (10 .5mg) of kpin yestersay, didn’t get high.

I’m chasing a high i’ll probably never feel again. Fuck.