Felt very insecure with frnds, 22f

So ninna Sunday. Friends andaram ala meet ayyam. Okkodu earning almost 1.5L to 2L.

Naa laney chaduvutaru, but consistent and konchem luck undey manchi job ochindi. Naku raledu. So ala tintu matladutuntey they started using some genz meme language like "dayummm" ani edho madya madya lo English vadadam start chesaru....

Villentra English matladutunnaro mamulu matallo anukunna. I tried to blend in little, but aa poshness raledu. Full insecure aipoya...

And nowadays I mostly hangout with my school friends, pure chillara batch but are good fellows. So nenu villani kalisey sariki konchem entabba nenu oorodini aipoyana anipinchindi. I used to be semi posh guy in clg. With dank jokes and all

Ippudenti ila paristhiti aipoindi anukunna, what do you think might be the reason? Have you ever felt insecure like this?