Apple Pay Pending Requests - Is there a list?

This was posted before by someone else but no one answered.

A list of people you've requested money from or that you owe money to - does this seriously not exist in Apple Pay?

If someone ignores your apple pay request and a bunch more texts are exchanged, your request is just lost in the ether essentially? Seems like a major product issue to me and is one major reason I prefer Venmo.