How to fix him eme haha

How to fix him eme GAHHAH

So I’m (F20) and I have this unavailable ass FUBU (M26). I’m still studying in college while he’s working on his career, he’s so driven talaga that I only see him once or twice a month since August.

We have gotten to know each other, I know his background and his family talaga is picture perfect but I guess just judging at surface level. He’s nice and sweet at mafefeel mo talaga he wants to care or I guess I would like to assume everytime he fucks me haha but I can also tell that he’s doing his best not to care. He has a history of being cheated on and I guess it really screwed him up.

He’s so good in bed tho, literal play BMF by Sza Tall, Dark, and Handsome and most importantly curved and hung pa. Grabeh our sex makes me cum talaga and lagi kong hinahanap tite niya but again he’s both emotionally and physically unavailable kahit pag send ko ng nudes or sexy anything matatanggihan niya. He legit sees me only once or twice a month but he claims that I’m his only partner but I’m not sure if I believe that or not. Everytime he sees me though parang ang gutom niya, and ilang stroke ko lang sa dick niya ang hard na, I love giving him head as in ang Ganda ng dick niya and Ang sarap chupain at e ride. Everytime he feels na malalabasan na siya he goes down on me so he can go again harder than before and fuck sarap talaga how he fucks me missionary style staring at my eyes and slowly kissing me while pounding tfff out of me or how fucks me from behind hugs me from behind to grab my tits and kiss my back and how he lets me sit and ride in his lap while he’s sitting down then carries me to fuck me in the air at e sagad talaga tite niya Ugh Grabeh miss ko na siya. He fucks me so hard and rough but after he’s so soft and cuddles me like we didn’t just do any of that. He holds me and feels like the safest place in the world.

Don’t get me wrong, I am so not in love with him but I’m just curious why he doesn’t want to see me often, and how he doesn’t want to reply or build a solid rapport when he’s away. Ako lang ba ganito????

(Sorry if Medyo magulo lol first time ko)

Edit: hahaha wag kayo mag offer na saken hahah literal dream guy ko toh physical legit 6’0 moreno fit at sarap mag fuck Hindi nga lang everyday at def not check in whatever he has a very nice place