I played Zenless Zone Zero as a genshin hater. Now I can't stop playing and I am now loving Genshin Games

Title explains all. I saw Rat Woman (Jane Doe) and said, I want HER. So I downloaded Zenless, played, got my pulls, lost my 50/50 (Got Grace instead). Cried. Deleted the game. Saw Burnice. Wanted to install, ran out of storage space, Cried. Saw Myabi, bought an iphone 12, downloaded the game, did one pull, got her, was happy. Cried because I missed out on Burnice and Jane Doe. Now saving all pulls for their re-runs. Cried after thinking i'll miss out on Eveylen. Remember I had money as a very "responsible" adult. Spent $150 on pulls. Me Happy. Me now wait