Is this with me only

Pardon my english, but from the day,I have come to the college, like from day 1, things have changed drastically, the days from bootcamp to the days now, life just doesnt feel the same way, it used to be. Please bare with me on this one guys, so am feeling very lost in the college rn, Im first year(2nd sem) currently, had a good cg in first sem, joined some good tech,nontech societies but I feel like things arent the way, I think they should be , I dont have friends in college, the only one or two I talk to are from my batch, have had no female interaction since the day 1, like legit no female interaction(probably because Im ugly), I feel im surrounded by snakes, like fr my friends + my roommates are a brunch of fuckin assholes. Are people really like this in college? they dont share shit with me, they dont talk with me, they like to keep their progress and other bullshit secret, like wtf am i gonna do to you mf!?, Keeping myself busy is the only way I feel I can deal with this pain, idk how m i gonn survive like this ahead, I dont even know if I want friends or attention, anybody goin through or gone through this, PLEASE HELP ME OUT of this