I like my feminine male teacher

So the thing is that I romantically like my feminine muscular teacher I am an art's student and I genuinely have a hard crush over my teacher the way he teaches the way he moves the way he drinks water it makes me jump up like at some point I think to give up on studies and marry my muscular feminine teacher ( I am a male btw) any tips? it might be sounding odd but thrust me it's pure love.