I will write my letter today, goodbye.

That's it, it's over, I can't take it anymore moving forward or whatever I'm doing right now.

The pain that doesn't stop, dysphoria and anxiety that don't allow me to do anything else, I hate myself, I hate my body, I hate not being normal, I hate having physical problems, I hate not having the body I want, I hate being gay and trans, If God existed and was so good to people, why did he make me like this? Why did he create me just to suffer? God is a lie, and if he isn't, he's a monster.

My pain is over, it's over, I'm just posting this because I want at least one person to know that I died and atleast one person "cares" about me, I can't take it anymore, the pain doesn't stop, it never will.

I love thinking about how people will find me, they will finally regret everything they did to me, and I will finally be happy, forever, I can't wait for my moment to shine haha, they will all pay, I will pay for being born like this and with this stupid body with these stupid emotions and feelings, goodbye.