Tomorrow is my last day.

I'm going to attempt suicide on Tuesday, my life really changed upside down this year, I suffered a lot of bullying, no one even came close to me, I lost my "friends", and the only person I loved laughed in my face and ruined my life, not to mention the thousands of things that happened too.

Having dysphoria all the time, hating everything about your body, having no one by my side, no one caring about me, and seeing my biggest enemy doing well in life was slowly killing me, but I'm going to solve this.

I've already started to self-harm, I want to die by stabbing myself, I want to see my blood leave my body one last time, I'm ready, I hate this,I hate being gay, I hate being trans, I hate all of this, Living is the best lie in the world, everyone says it is beautiful and that it has happiness, fallacies, lies, you can even have that, but know, there are people who were born to suffer and die and im one of them, goodbye people, living sucks, and even if I live, it will only be worse for me, and for everyone.