2 months into 50mg 5 year cold turkey

Going to try and summarize this my best. I am just 2 days away from being 2 months vape free. I am 23 and had been vaping 50mg strength vapes / disposables for almost 5 years straight. I wasn’t exactly a normal user, I made sure my vapes have always been the first and last thing I touch everyday. (Back in the Juul days I would constantly use over a pod a day) I quit cold Turkey and had all of the withdrawals you could think of from depression to pure rage and crying, throwing up, etc. 2 months later, I don’t really feel that much better. I feel like my entire happiness is gone. I still have a on and off appetite, constant diarrhea, I wake up sweating almost daily. My stomach isn’t necessarily in pain but it’s has never felt well since I quit. I feel like after 2 months I should feel so amazing of my accomplishment. But all I got was depression and I spend over an hour a day in the bathroom. Doc said I can’t try SSRI’s because I smoke about 1-2 grams of weed a day. I have never had a problem with marijuana and doubt that I would start having problems from weed as soon as I quit nicotine. Anyways, can someone just give me anything? I need someone to help me see what the fucks going on because I’m miserable as fuck. Don’t even crave nicotine that much. Just tired of feeling like shit 2 months later. I wish there was more research on gut issues and nicotine. I also have ADHD so sorry if this made no sense or is out of order. Love you all.