Bf gifted me an 85-peso keychain for my birthday
My boyfriend and I are almost 1 year na together. Recently, we decided to celebrate my birthday in advance kasi uuwi ako sa province namin to celebrate my birthday there. Initially kasi pupunta kaming Batangas but he had to cancel last minute kasi may errands siya. So, dahil want ko talaga mag-beach, umuwi na lang ako sa province para ma-celebrate ko birthday ko with my fam instead. The day na magcecelebrate kami, he gifted me a keychain. I'm not a fan of anik-aniks. I think they're too tacky and he's very aware of that. Hindi ako materialistic and I won't mind if he'll gift me local makeup products na cheap lang. The thing is, he knows what I want pero yung gift na binigay niya is something na hindi ko naman magagamit.
Mind you, my bf can spend 2-5k on valorant and 5k+ on stussy hoodies sa fb marketplace without even knowing if legit ba yung mga yun. I know na ang petty ng nafefeel ko and I also hate myself for feeling this way but I just can't get over the fact na on my special day parang hindi man lang pinaghandaan.
Na-ooff lang ako kasi malapit na rin birthday niya and he's really into stussy/carhartt hoodies and want niya na parang ganun yung iregalo ko sa kanya when he can't even match the effort na want niyang ibigay ko sa kanya.