Nobody is in control. Nobody is steering the ship. It's an illusion.

Control. Control is an illusion. Agency? Who has it? Not you. Not me. Not Anya. Not Jimmy. Not Curly. Not Swansea. Not Daisuke. Maybe not even Polle.

Control is an illusion. Agency is an illusion. We're all being fucked by somebody. No. Fuck the self-censorship. God isn't watching. We're all being raped. All of us are being denied our personhood, our freedom, our agency. No matter who we are, someone is taking everything from us.

I can only identify with Swansea.

I found my agency at the bottom of a bottle.

I am Swansea. I am Anya. I am Curly. I am Diasuke. I am Jimmy. I am a victim.