I don’t miss my husband

I love my husband and we get on well. He’s helpful with the kids and pretty good around the house with chores etc.

He’s had to go overseas for a fortnight and it’s the longest we’ve been apart since we married 7 years ago.

I kept waiting to feel the dread of him leaving and it never happened. He’s been gone 4 days and I still don’t at all miss him. It feels like I probably should. We have a decent relationship and spend most of our time together but it’s been nice having one less person I have to converse with and cater to.

He keeps messaging saying how much he misses us all and I say the same thing back but it’s only so he’s not offended.