i am ending it all tonight

17(F)
kahi kuch likhne ko nahi tha aur mann bhi nahi aise ungrateful logo ke liye kuch likhu toh yahi venting out
seedhi seedhi baat krti hoon
mumma ne pura R smjh rkha h idky, dad ekdam change hogaye hai, pura family taane maarte rehta hai ye wo and not general things, pure society ke samne aaj meri khudki maa ne zaleel kia because mai ek female friend se baat kr rhi thi ki how jee changed my life and she started crying bahbha aur sbse kehne lagi kya kalank ko paida krdia, hamare decision ko galat bolti rehti h kaha jaake sar fodu aur mera sar sharam se neeche
aisa kuch nahi h, ghar mai verbal and physical abuse chlta rehta h, cctv ki tarah mandrate rehte hai phone chupa dia h mera laptop tod diya tablet nikala abhi 6 mahine baad charge kra, isko rkh dungi latakne se pehle
mjhe business studies krni thi but kisine nahi smjha, mera brain maths ke liye wired hi nahi h koi nhi smjta
agar abhi bhi sorry bolne ke baad mumma ne taana maara mai kood jaungi 19th floor se yaha latak jaungi

and for the record, if my mom reads this tomorrow let me tell you I HATE YOU and also dad, I LOVED YOU SO MUCH BUT I HATE YOU TOO
i wish meri bhi utni care ki hoti jaisi mere chote bhai ki kar rahe hai
par theek hai koi nahi, friendship meri zyada logo se nahi thi bas yhi 6-7 log school ke
love life is too dry, havent dated since 2years and im fine by it
reddit pe kuch dost bnaye the but fir touch mai nhi rhi
ghar pe bojh banne se acha apne aap ka the end hojae toh gharwale bhi 2-3 saal mai bhul hi jaenge
Goodbye guys
i'll miss this jee run ngl:)
ive cried too much to be crying again but ye scars hmesha rhenge
bye