Lindsay cooking for Dean

I’m in midst of watching s5, and this scene where Lindsay cooks beef roast for dean literally makes my heart hurt. The way she learnt it perfectly for dean and put so much effort, and when he cuts it, she jumps with excitement and hugs dean because she made it perfectly. Like she genuinely wanted to make it for him and her smile and all, it hurt knowing that dean sat there cheating on her but she made him a perfect meal. Literally devastating and I think I really disliked dean more at that moment. She deserved better.