[text] what makes you excited about life? Feeling super low

35f here. I am tired. Just feeling like I failed in life I got laid off. My ex already found another girl. I am feeling super low and losing all hope in life. My family is toxic who keeps comparing me to others so I have been avoiding them.

What makes you happy ? What makes you motivated? Right now I am numb and just feeling like there’s nothing more to look forward in life. I am struggling. Lost my money in stocks too so will have to use savings until I get a job. Everything seems to go downhill in life. I go to workout but it’s not helping me much. I am even tired to write this. Wish I didn’t wake up tomorrow I miss my old life where I was happy and excited about things. But that was me 5-6 years ago. Now I don’t know who I am.