I despise css, am I suitable for frontend

I find css so boring and frustrating. I can never create good designs and even when I have to sit down and do some basic css I find it painful. I’m saying this as someone who is a beginner and at a level where I am now building projects myself. Any advice, would a framework like bootstrap help?

Update (1 month later)*

I want to give a massive thanks to all the nasty comments. They really motivated me to learn the fundamentals of css and I can now say I hate it a lot less. I’ve been able to create my own portfolio which is fully responsive as a result, you can check it out here

Jackmitchellsportfolio.com

Also a massive thanks to everyone who helped me out with different tips and tricks, it made a huge difference in my learnings :)