How the FUCK does the universe exist?

How the fuck did this happen. How did absolutely nothing all of a sudden create a trillion galaxies and living life? There was nothing fucking there to create anything. And if god is real, who the hell created him? If god created humanity and invented reproduction, how did he come into being as a superhuman if the whole concept of reproduction hadn’t even been created yet. And why would he just let the humanity that he created fucking destroy the planet that they live on? This shit makes no sense to me, im fucking freaking out about this shit