Fuck, i texted him.
I just couldn't stop myself. He hasn't replyed. I feel like a clown. At least I just wrote: hi, how are you? It's not breadcrumbing, I do want to talk to him, just didn't want to start with a huge paragraph. I just had this strong feeling I should text the last few days. And I caved.
Lets see what happens now. Im venting. Damn it