Last Christmas we were together in Iceland

I was out and I saw that christmas lights are already shining everywhere. Last year during Christmas time we were in Iceland. It was supposed to be our love story. Now he's driving throuhg those streets without me. We won't be looking at houses and decor together. Or walk on a frozen lake.

This year we will be 10min away from each other, but still so far away. This year he is just a stranger. We will both be sitting at our tables, thinking of one another, remembering all the places we saw together last year.

But nostalgia isn't gonna cut it. I can pray to the universe or gods, these will all be just memories that haunt me.

I wish so fucking much that he reaches out... I wish I managed to save more pics :( I don't want to accept the reality