Told our mom today.

She told us we’re delusional and making up stories. That we’re full of demonic entities she can sense. Called our abuser on the phone to confront him after saying she would do things on “our terms”. (Which was to not confront him until working with a complex trauma therapist). Im so despondent. I just wanted to be heard yet she wont listen.

Im so sad. I came down to live with her because DID therapy isn’t available in my state and this is what happens. My “home” is where so much abuse happened so i don’t want to return. But I feel like every option is just suffocating and impossible.