I feel so broken...

I just want to tell her I love her. I can never say those three simple words. I could never say them to anyone.

We've grown so much since we first met. There's been so many times she could have left, so many times I should have left, but I can't let her go and I don't think she can let me go.

I hope that someday I'm able to let her in and continue to grow better. But maybe I'm a sociopath and that's all I'll ever be...