I'm completely terrified for 2025

I kept trying to distract myself or numb my feelings, but now that it actually is 2025 my freeze response has completely taken over. I'm scared of multiple things going on right now.

There will be multiple elections in EU countries I'm not hopeful for at all. The scrapped Romanian one from last month shows how strong the far right is, fully backed by Russia. So I'm not hopeful for the Romanian, French and German elections, especially now that Elon Musk decided to fully support AfD.

Then there's warnings from multiple countries that we need to prepare for a war with Russia. And Trump getting to be president of the United States again makes me fear Russia will be bolder or might even receive help considering Trump admires Putin.

Trump's presidency also worries me for the economic impact it will have, as most of his policies will be terrible for not only the American economy but also the world economy. Some economists even predict a depression because of it.

And then there's of course climate change which is still being ignored by most leaders and with Trump it might be even worse as he even denies climate change is happening.

I'm so fucking terrified and I'm completely paralyzed. I don't know what to do. It's making me really suicidal, because I don't want to experience any of these things.