Edit: My BPD girlfriend wants a break

(excuse me for my English) Yesterday I made a post where my BPD girlfriend asked for a break to think. After only 12 hours she called me before a college exam and then a few hours later she texted me with another excuse. I just cant figure out if she wants to leave me or if she wants to be with me. This is all too painful and confusing. I am not able to live my life these days. I have work commitments that I dont know how to handle in this state of mind. I am going crazy