What meds are you currently taking?

i’m currently on prozac (fluoxetine) 20mg.

in the first two weeks of taking them, i’ve noticed i was really numb - not able to feel anything. i suffered from all of the common side effects such as headaches, low appetite, insomnia, nausea etc. i’ve also noticed that it started to worsen my panic attacks where i’d have them frequently, i hated it! spoken to my doctor who said to take a break from them for a week.

as soon as i started to, all the physical side effects were vanishing until i started to feel really low again. i didn’t want to exist, i wanted to curl up and not wake up. i decided to take the antidepressant again and since having it, i’m feeling super anxious and tearful. i want to feel “normal” but what is normal?

curious what meditation you are currently on and have you suffered from any or much side effects? what do take them for?