Not happy with my wedding look/photos

Hi, I got married a couple of years ago. It was an Indian wedding. As the title says, I am still disappointed with how I looked and how the photographs turned out.

For starters, everything happened so fast that I could not make sure I looked my very best. My hairstyle was not the most suitable for my face or attire. The photographer captured my attire in a totally different color from what it actually was. My makeup could have been better. Just a few months after the wedding, when I received the photos from our photographer, I guess I was too tired to notice all these small things and found the photos to be okay (Indian weddings are quite hectic and tiring). But some months later, when I looked at those photos without my rose-tinted glasses, I felt hopeless. I had always imagined that I would look my best on my wedding day. It was MY day to shine. But sadly, that wasn’t the case.

Now my problem is that I often feel jealous of other new brides who get to look beautiful on their day and can’t genuinely feel happy for them. Another issue is that I don’t feel like dressing up for any occasions since my mind says, "What's the point of looking beautiful now when you couldn't look beautiful on the day that mattered the most? Even if you look beautiful, there are no cameras or direct attention on you." So, in total, I feel like I lost my chance to be my most beautiful self. I will never get to see HER.

I have cried far too often about it to my sweet husband. He has tried everything in his power to make me believe otherwise, but the feeling keeps returning. My mind keeps thinking: What if I had invested in an expensive photographer? What if I had chosen a different-colored outfit? What if someone had told me that the hairstyle did not suit me? What if…

So, wise ladies, is there anyone out there who has also felt the same way about their wedding photos? How did you manage the hopelessness?