Men who have been given a hallpass by there significant others, did you use it and what was that like?

Hey all, I may not be responding to everyone, but I am taking in all the advice and reading every comment. I appreciate everyone's honesty, but understand it isn't always easy to see it. One thing for sure, we do have a healthy relationship and have always communicated with each other. I've never doubted her or had any suspicion, which is a huge factor in why I married her. I don't want to fully entertain the negativity only because I do not want to catastrophize the situation especially when I don't have proof or truly feel their is an underlying intent. I'm not naive, I'm just not counting her out. I believe her intentions are good, but it just led to some suspicion because it is out the ordinary. We've never cheated and agreed that if we make it to that point, we will gracefully remove ourselves from the relationship out of love and respect for each other.

Also, my ultimate decision is not to indulge in sex with anyone but her. There isn't any pussy out there that's worth the nut, me going through post nut clarity thinking, or any other consequences that could arise, even though I was given the ok.

Thank you all that have contributed, but I'm probably not going to respond after this.

Edit: We had the talk and I confirmed >! There is no infidelity. We were both a tad bit drunk and frustrated with each other. She said it out of anger and no she is not having extramarital affairs. I also will not have extramarital affairs either. I got my happy ending after all!!<

Edit 2: I know it should be "their", I use swipe to text on my phone and it's not always helpful with the grammar.